Caring and Creating: Tekla Tamoria for Mothering/Unmothering

Filipina artist Tekla Tamoria reflects on AlterBibo as her first work shaped through care and repair, where the labour of art also becomes a practice of healing and self-becoming


Interview Vanini Belarmino
Images Tekla Tamoria

Editor’s note: The introduction and interview by curator Vanini Belarmino below follow after AlterBibo 2025.

When we last spoke in March 2025, on the occasion of the solo exhibition dedicated to AlterBibo at ChinaHouse in Penang, Malaysia, our conversation traced the emergence of a wearable artwork that had moved beyond its initial form to become a living presence. From fabric scraps gathered during Tekla Tamoria’s TESDA training to performances unfolding in public markets, forests, and abandoned structures, AlterBibo developed through unpredictability, trust, and sustained attention.

Tamoria reflected on learning to follow the work, allowing it to lead her into unfamiliar territories of performance, sound, photography, and endurance. Most strikingly, she described AlterBibo as her “firstborn”: a being with its own agency, demands, and trajectory.

AlterBibo, 2026 marks another stage in this ongoing evolution. What began in 2017 as an intimate act of self-expression has, over nine years, become a sustained meditation on care, mothering, and becoming. The work now bears the presence of a child: playful, curious, and quietly insistent. It stands in gentle contrast to the artist’s present life, shaped by work, responsibility, and domestic care.

In this iteration, AlterBibo swings beneath the balete tree in front of Ayala Museum, its growing hair extending towards the rhythms of both city and nature. Shown alongside Vegetating Alternative Histories (2017–2019), the installation holds a tension between attention and release. The sculptural body, cast from the artist’s younger sister, folds familial intimacy into the work, while discarded fabrics and clothing signal a presence that is at once private and public—tenderly animated yet fully autonomous.

Presented in Triangulum’s Mothering/Unmothering, a project bringing together eight women artists across generations and life stages, AlterBibo invites reflection on care, responsibility, and letting go. This interview revisits themes from our earlier conversation: agency, materiality, time, and trust. This time, we meet these aspects from a different vantage point, shaped by distance and a work entering its pubescent years.

Tekla Tamoria, photographed by Kiko Nunez. Header: AlterBibo, 2028

Tekla Tamoria: As a multidisciplinary artist creating works ranging from wearable art and tapestries to sculptural installations, my first step is always to define the core of each piece. For AlterBibo, the core is movement, play, and childlike wonder, a spiritual apparition of positive energy. As my firstborn, I still see her as the one with the youngest soul, a childlike wanderer, among all my creations. Her name reflects this: “Alter” from alter ego, and “Bibo,” meaning lively and full of life.

After I exhibited her, AlterBibo became “human” in my eyes — a living being, a representation of a part of myself. This practice also helped me separate myself from my creations. As a result, feelings of motherhood, care, and nurturing naturally emerged.

Over the years, as I have continued to explore new materials and deepen my understanding of fabric as a medium, my artistic practice and creations have evolved alongside me.

Tekla Tamoria Alterbibo

Through exhibitions and explorations of AlterBibo from 2017 to the present, and the perspectives of others, she has gradually developed her agency, character, and form. Personally, as much as I can, I exercise patience in my work. I do not rush the creative process. At times, I feel like a vessel for my creations, a humbling practice that keeps me grounded. Once a work is fully realised, I often refer to it in the third person, which fosters a parental connection to my pieces.

For AlterBibo 2026, I created a body—a sculpture moulded by my own hands—to share with a wider audience at Ayala Museum. In previous iterations, I used ready-made mannequins, but they never felt complete, as if there were a gap. To address this, I studied sculpture to create her own body, giving her presence a more complete and autonomous form.

For this installation, AlterBibo features a body modelled on my younger sister. I cast her arms and legs, which lend a sense of familial intimacy and comfort. Placing her in the balete tree invites viewers to connect with Filipino beliefs, such as the “babae sa balete” (the woman in the balete tree), yet her presence here evokes wonder and a sense of childlikeness. She remains colourful and inviting, a lively presence with a touch of oddity, not fear.

Above: AlterBibo, 2017, photographed by Ralph Barrientos. Below: AlterBibo, 2018

Since 2018, each time I exhibit AlterBibo, I have lengthened her hair. It became a rule, a visual measure of growth over time. For the 2026 iteration, I decided to go even further, examining her hair strand by strand, checking each fabric, and repairing or enhancing where needed. My improved knowledge of textiles allows me to refine the installation. I also remembered that the last time I displayed her in the Philippines was in 2019. For this opportunity, I wanted her to be the best she could be.

AlterBibo, 2023

In my practice, creating art is as much an act of nurturing as it is of making. I nurture the core values of my work. From altering her hair to mending AlterBibo for each exhibition, I reflect on what she represents within me. Our growth is intertwined—her development mirrors my own.

Am I mothering myself through my art? Yes. Much of my work centres on womanhood, Filipino cultural narratives, self-expression, and healing. Working alone in my studio, confined within the four corners of my room, gives me the freedom to play and explore.

Beyond the studio, I carry many roles: the breadwinner of my family, a daughter, a responsible sister, a friend, and a collaborator. At my core, however, I am the mother of my creations—sacrificing health, time, and energy to see how far they can grow. Yet, once a work is displayed, I release it. The audience’s response is beyond my control, but their perspectives enrich my practice, keeping it alive and evolving.

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